complicated..

i dunno where shud i start...

these few days had vry big contra of my mood..
my mood seems to be not stable...

i dunno y i can be vry happy..but on the other min i can be angry..

i can be happy now..but i can be sad the next min..
it's a serious mental prob i guess..

im sorry to those tat being affected by my mood..

n i would like to say sry to my sis..
( i noe u wish to back ipoh together wif me..n im sry in the 1st place i din offer to accompany u..)
i noe is too late for me to apologize...when u alr decided not to back..
i noe my offer was too late for u...if u say yes now..for sure i will go n change the ticket..i swear i'll do tat for u..trust me k??

n for mummy..im sry tat i fatt ur pei hei again..i noe u r serba salah too..n i noe i shud not treat u like tat..i noe im wrong now..sry bout tat..

eemay chan..thz for all ur care..avting chat wif u..u make me feel better..but for sure u wil make me cry 1st..( next time dun say sumting so touching k?)

i juz wanna say sry for wat i've done..especially to my mum n sis..im sorry..reali vry sry..

i hope the time can rewind back..where's doremon??i nid u to bring me back...


oh ya..the stupid presentation finally over..
no comment..coz im letting myself down..n make my mum so worried bout me..
i dunno y i alr 20years old..but i still let my mum so worried bout me..wat a sui lui...T.T

niway..is good tat i pass the presentation..n tat's the end of it..no more presentation..
which means it's time for me to concentrate for my studies..

yes..onli ONE MONTH left to final..

aug will be a tough month for me..as there are lots of assignment for me to do..n i not yet start my part..sry to my groupmates again..i promise i'll do it when my mood is stable..

im speechless as i reali feel sorry to my sis..( seriously i wanna teman u...but u rejected me..T.T)
surely will kena kaw kaw frm my mum later..haiz...

ok..chan ngee mun..stop thinking bout tat..tat's wat eemay jie jie told me..

i wish u r here to hug me..comfort me..