week 4..

week 4 is cuming..n today is the end of week 3...
wat i've been doin for tis 3 weeks???

i m busy...im lazy...im in terrible mood..
but i din study at all...
not at all...

tests cuming..assignments cuming...n soon will be final cuming..
(i think i say final now a bit kua jiong..but..reali..wil be vry soon...)

im doin ntg for these 3 weeks..
i attend classes..but as if im not in the class...
at the end i dunno wat's the lecturer is teaching...

is getting tough tis sem..
n i got piles of works haven done...
assignments...fas...oh no....i dun wanna count...

i noe im over anxiety...
i noe im not being the chan ngee mun tat i shud be...
i hav to take the challenge..
yah..juz like wat miss geh told us...
challenges...

but it's not easy...


i think i shud not think so much but focus on my studies...

im getting worry..bcoz avone around me is studying all the time..but im not...

im act feeling guilty...

p/s:i miss home..i miss my sisters..i miss my parents....i miss avting in my house...
it's alr sem 2...in kl almost 5months alr..but y i still cant use to it??
i nid my family support vry much...miss them so much...i wish to be at home now...