deep inside my heart..

sumting tat shud not happen..

happened in my life..

too sudden...
i dunno how shud i react..
but niway..i gotta accept it..

hate being misun..
the feeling ain't good at all...

no matter how strong the explanation is..
how valid the reasons are...
still the misun is there..

bcoz frm the beginning u alr giving me a final judgement..

u think im tat way..
u think im like tat...
but did u ever listen to me..listen to my explanation??

i do hope u did..
i'll prove u wrong for being judging me wrongly..

bcoz i noe im rite..

i noe wat im doin...
n i hope u do noe wat r u doin as well..

is hard for me to explain any more further..
believe it or not..is all depends on u..

i noe u care bout me..n u worry bout me..
but i wanna let u noe..i noe how to handle it...coz im no longer a kid..
i'll face it all by myself ...dun worry..

plz trust me..im not tat weak..im not tat complaintive..

one fine day..i hope u'll understand it..